Progress

I did well yesterday.  But I guess it all depends on what you decide is progress.  I did smoke.  Twice.  But, as I was leaving, I was presented the choice to grab some shit to take back to the house, or to opt to exercise my control.  I chose the latter.

It’s 5 in the morning and I wish I had something to smoke.  However, it’s rather strange because don’t regret not bringing a small stash.  Part of me is happy I stuck to my guns.  It’s there.  It’s not like it’s going anywhere.  Control, baby, control.

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